I believe i'm stuck,

motionless and unable

to understand this life

never been so unstable

and often I find myself

with raindrops rampaging my skin

it's misery's melancholy

singing to me again

about how my eyes are skipping

what my heart wishes to see

the mind withholds a fervent rage

to let it all be

A numbness due to neurosis

as I succumb to this frailty

caught inside this hapless hypnosis,

slowly guided by apathy

paranoia has found its grip

a visceral claw that bends my will

letting go for casual guilt trips

between pages and pr